UPDATE ON LIFE - Torn ACL

Look at the centre of this knee....I tore that.

 

 

 

Hi everyone~!

 

I recently got injured last thursday during a rugby match with my team. Unfortunately, it was more serious than I thought.

 

Tearing your ACL is one of the worst things that can happen on the feild...this means I'm done for the season, heading to the surgery room, and walkin on crutches for a while...NOT FUN.

 

 

I've gotta say that the support that I'm having is incredible though. You can really see what's infront of you, people that care for you ensuring that you're okay, knowing that they all have your back.... that's the best feeling. Knowing you are not alone.

 

I'm a pretty tough cookie, but saying this doesn't make you weak. It makes you STRONGER!

 

Now I can wake up the next morning, not worrying about going through my day without one leg...but going through it with people that are ensuring your strength, confidence, and responsiblities aren't beaten down.

 

I'd like to thank those people who have helped me through it. You know who you are...

 

But as for rugby, .... IT IS MY PASSION. IT IS MY SPORT. and I WILL NOT LET THIS STOP ME FROM PLAYING NEXT YEAR.

 

My coach is the most amazing person, and I love her so much. She's so dedicated to the team that she'll treat you like family. She's helping with my therapy, and keeping my confidence at its highest.... and yes.SHE PROMOTED ME TO ASSISTANT COACH!!! OH YEAAAAA!!!! :D

 

But honestly.....things happen for a reason. And this....this is making me look forward to ripping up the feild next year. Most of all, it cleared my mind-- I realize how much love and support I have......friends and family. I'm not alone...

 

Thank you <3 I could not go through this without you...

 

 

Here's a clip of what it looks like when you tear your ACL...

 

 

 

mind you..... i did not look like that when it happened :P I was smiling, idk why tho lol....

 

 



MUSIC - Song of the Week

1. Sail - by Awolnation

Sorry, havn't blogged in a long time... crazy things have happened..

Meanwhile, the only song that has been continuously replaying in my head is this one!

Listen to it. Love it. Buy it on itunes. Whatever.

It's amazing :)

xx.

BFF's - Mmmmm :) M&M's

Oh march break....the places you could visit during this time.

I'm currently sitting down in my comfy chair at home right now...,

Meanwhile my friend, Cecile is in NYC RIGHT NOW!!! LUCKY BUTT!
So, during her time there she decided to be the best person alive and buy me some M&M's!

They're from the M&M store there, so yes! They are special (to me).

Thanks alot! I thought I'd just throw in something personal in this blog even though it's past midnight here.

So see you tmro, hopefully!! xx.

MUSIC - Song of the Week

My music pick of this week would have to be:

1. "Just Give Me A Reason" by Pink ft. Nate Ruess

2. "22" by Taylor Swift (yeah, I'm really not a fan of hers, but o well...)

I'm the kind of person that'll listen to a song I like over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again until I get sick of it....

Hope you enjoy those ^^ xx.

BEAUTY - Fave Celeb Makeups

I don't care if my title doesn't make sense, ...it's late.

These are 5 celebrities that I really adore b/c of their makeup looks, and how they do them! (no particular order) HERE THEY ARE <3 :

1. Michelle Phan

2. Tanya Burr

3. Jasmine Villegas

4. Arianna Grande

5. The Makeup Chair
 

RANDOM - BLOGGING :/

HOW DO YOU GUYS BLOG?!?

It is so hard to keep up with posting things and keeping up to date with everything.
I guess I could use practice, but what do you all blog about?!

I need some tips :)

I'll post things that I would personally like to see on other people's blogging sites... tutorials, reviews, relate-able emotions and feelings, tips, and interesting facts!

So, I'll try my best to continue!

BYe    xx.

SPORTS - Bargnani Needs Confidence!

Andrea Bargnani

"BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!" -Toronto crowd at the Raptors vs. Pacers game, last night.

The game was horrific...just a plain disappointment to the supporters, teammates, and coach of Andrea Bargnani. We lost 81 - 93. WHAT THE HECK WAS THAT?!?!

And let me be the first to say that it was not all Bargnani. Like give him a friggen break people! Maybe yeah! His playing these past few games were not as good, but all the players were playing absolutely crappy yesterday....even YOU, RUDY! So, WAKE UP RAPTORS! You guys actually need to put some effort in your plays.

Sloppy passing, lack in defence, and obnoxious support from the Toronto crowd, like c'mon people! Basketball fans aren't loyal, so just BLOCK THEM OUT! 

I'm proud to say that I showed up to the game with my "Andrea Bargnani #7" jersey! SO YOU GO BARGNANI!

The thing with him is his CONFIDENCE.  Toronto Raptors supporters aren't doing their job right now because, yeah, he's not playing so well. I mean, why would he after all this crap from us. From behind my seat you got people yelling stupid things like, "BOOOO BARGNANI! BRING YOUR PASTA BACK TO ITALY!" ............ -_- really?

Let me tell ya, it pains me to say it, but I think he needs to leave. And not cuz I don't want him on our team, it's just that we all know that once he leaves the raptors, he's gonna build up more confidence, and beat the living CRAP OUT OF US! ---LIKE ANY OTHER RAPTOR WHO LEAVES!! Admit it! This always happens!

Right when they leave the Raptors, they end up playing incredible! So, you know what! GOOD FOR HIM~ If our constant judgement pushes him down to get a hand up from another team, then by all means! Bargnani needs to leave the Raptors.

It's inevitable; for the better.

So Bargnani, what do you think? Stay or leave us...

INSPIRE -

ENTERTAINMENT - The Walking DEAD!

Hiiii,

I watch the incredible series of "The Walking Dead"... I personally think that this is the BEST TV SHOW EVER MADE. Of course, you gotta give credits to the comic book series in which it is based on,

The TV series has a creative mind of its own, because I can tell you right now that they are "somewhat" completely different.

Now, for those of you who do not know what the Walking Dead is about, ...yup! You guessed it :D It's about walking dead people!!! Rick Grimes and a group of people are survivors in a world overrun by zombies.But it isn't a HORROR horror film series. What I mean by this is that, you will not get scared when watching it...I know it comes off as something that'll make you say, "There is no way in HELL, that I am watching dead people walking..."

.....if I get scared of Criminal Minds, and I don't get scared of this, ..... That has GOT to prove to you how "barely" scary this series is...

I can promise you, that once you watch it, you will get addicted to watching it, and you will not stop. IT'S JUST THAT GOOD!! 

The graphics are unbelievable, the characters have been portrayed extremely well, there's ISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS  a story line (for those who think that it's the same thing over and over again [killing zombies], and you will favour one of the characters I bet you ;), and IT'S JUST

THE BEST.

My fav characters atm is Maggie and Darrel. <3 

So if you want to know more information, I will give you as many reasons as I can to make you watch it!

Watch it tmro at 9pm on AMC! :)

Thanks guys!!

MY WORLD (life in my life atm)....- no edits

why am i so indecisive... right at this moment, im about to make one of the most important decisions of my career. 

why is our world so full of making these decisions??!?!?!! 

its like....I dont want to make the wrong decision or else im gonna ruin my whole life. 

why do they make us do this... who the heck decided that this was reasonable.......... 

i wish that we didnt have to worry about jobs. I wish we didnt have to worry about money. i wish we didnt have to worry about making a path for our lives...

i dont wanna "plan" my future.

i wanna just let it go where it needs to go; naturally....

its so unfair sometimes.

i mean, our world was made with nature, humans, the water, the sun, the moon and stars, and the sky. 

i could be anywwhere in the world right now if it werent about fighting the "battle of our liveS"; to stay alive.

one day......

just one. 

I wanna be FREE.

-no paying for food

-no paying for shelter

-no working

-traveling wherever the heck i wanna go (on feet or on plane)

-not worrying about transportation

-not being scared 

-not being restricted in living in one city

-no distractions with the cell phone or ANYTHING

-walking downtown

-seeing the scenery

-appreciating the culture

-appreciating the human race

-witnessing the beautiful monuments of our world

-tasting the world's food

-no rules

-taking pictures

-climbing a gigantic tree that smells like pine and looking over the sun

-but not acting crazy...........

if there was a day like this.

oh boy.

xoXO