MY WORLD (life in my life atm)....- no edits

why am i so indecisive... right at this moment, im about to make one of the most important decisions of my career. 

why is our world so full of making these decisions??!?!?!! 

its like....I dont want to make the wrong decision or else im gonna ruin my whole life. 

why do they make us do this... who the heck decided that this was reasonable.......... 

i wish that we didnt have to worry about jobs. I wish we didnt have to worry about money. i wish we didnt have to worry about making a path for our lives...

i dont wanna "plan" my future.

i wanna just let it go where it needs to go; naturally....

its so unfair sometimes.

i mean, our world was made with nature, humans, the water, the sun, the moon and stars, and the sky. 

i could be anywwhere in the world right now if it werent about fighting the "battle of our liveS"; to stay alive.

one day......

just one. 

I wanna be FREE.

-no paying for food

-no paying for shelter

-no working

-traveling wherever the heck i wanna go (on feet or on plane)

-not worrying about transportation

-not being scared 

-not being restricted in living in one city

-no distractions with the cell phone or ANYTHING

-walking downtown

-seeing the scenery

-appreciating the culture

-appreciating the human race

-witnessing the beautiful monuments of our world

-tasting the world's food

-no rules

-taking pictures

-climbing a gigantic tree that smells like pine and looking over the sun

-but not acting crazy...........

if there was a day like this.

oh boy.

xoXO